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He came�察�and as far as possible�察�I renewed our old pleasure of making
tete´a´tete excursions�察 �though�察 �instead of mountains and glacers and the
wide blue lake�察�we had to content ourselves with mere slopes and ponds
and artificial plantations。 The years had changed us both�察�but with what
different result� �Meunier was now a brilliant figure in society�察�to whom
elegant women pretended to listen�察�and whose acquaintance was boasted
of by noblemen ambitious of brains。 He repressed with the utmost
delicacy all betrayal of the shock which I am sure he must have received
from our meeting�察 �or of a desire to penetrate into my condition and
circumstances�察�and sought by the utmost exertion of his charming social
powers to make our reunion agreeable。 Bertha was much struck by the
unexpected fascinations of a visitor whom she had expected to find
presentable only on the score of his celebrity�察 �and put forth all her
coquetries and acplishments。 Apparently she succeeded in attracting
his admiration�察 �for his manner towards her was attentive and flattering。
The effect of his presence on me was so benignant�察 �especially in those
renewals of our old tete´a´tete wanderings�察 �when he poured forth to me
wonderful narratives of his professional experience�察�that more than once�察�
when his talk turned on the psychological relations of disease�察�the thought
crossed my mind that�察 �if his stay with me were long enough�察 �I might
possibly bring myself to tell this man the secrets of my lot。 Might there
not lie some remedy for me�察�too�察�in his science�拭 �Might there not at least
lie some prehension and sympathy ready for me in his large and
susceptible mind�拭 �But the thought only flickered feebly now and then�察�
and died out before it could bee a wish。 The horror I had of again
breaking in on the privacy of another soul�察 �made me�察 �by an irrational
instinct�察�draw the shroud of concealment more closely around my own�察�as
we automatically perform the gesture we feel to be wanting in another。
When Meunier's visit was approaching its conclusion�察�there happened
an event which caused some excitement in our household�察 �owing to the
surprisingly strong effect it appeared to produce on Berthaon Bertha�察�the
self´possessed�察 �who usually seemed inaccessible to feminine agitations�察�
and did even her hate in a self´restrained hygienic manner。 This event
was the sudden severe illness of her maid�察�Mrs。 Archer。 I have reserved
to this moment the mention of a circumstance which had forced itself on
my notice shortly before Meunier's arrival�察 �namely�察 �that there had been
some quarrel between Bertha and this maid�察�apparently during a visit to a
distant family�察 �in which she had acpanied her mistress。 I had
overheard Archer speaking in a tone of bitter insolence�察 �which I should
have thought an adequate reason for immediate dismissal。 No dismissal
followed�察 �on the contrary�察 �Bertha seemed to be silently putting up with
personal inconveniences from the exhibitions of this woman's temper。 I
was the more astonished to observe that her illness seemed a cause of
strong solicitude to Bertha�察�that she was at the bedside night and day�察�and
would allow no one else to officiate as head´nurse。 It happened that our
family doctor was out on a holiday�察 �an accident which made Meunier's
presence in the house doubly wele�察�and he apparently entered into the
case with an interest which seemed so much stronger than the ordinary
professional feeling�察 �that one day when he had fallen into a long fit of
silence after visiting her�察�I said to him ´
;Is this a very peculiar case of disease�察�Meunier�拭─�
;No�察─�he answered�察 �it is an attack of peritonitis�察�which will be fatal�察�
but which does not differ physically from many other cases that have
e under my observation。 But I'll tell you what I have on my mind。
I want to make an experiment on this woman�察 �if you will give me
permission。 It can do her no harmwill give her no painfor I shall not
make it until life is extinct to all purposes of sensation。 I want to try the
effect of transfusing blood into her arteries after the heart has ceased to
beat for some minutes。 I have tried the experiment again and again with
animals that have died of this disease�察�with astounding results�察�and I want
to try it on a human subject。 I have the small tubes necessary�察�in a case I
have with me�察�and the rest of the apparatus could be prepared readily。 I
should use my own bloodtake it from my own arm。 This woman won't
live through the night�察�I'm convinced�察�and I want you to promise me your
assistance in making the experiment。 I can't do without another hand�察�but
it would perhaps not be well to call in a medical assistant from among
your provincial doctors。 A disagreeable foolish version of the thing
might get abroad。;
;Have you spoken to my wife on the subject�拭─ �I said�察 �because she
appears to be peculiarly sensitive about this woman�此 �she has been a
favourite maid。;
;To tell you the truth�察─�said Meunier�察 �I don't want her to know about it。
There are always insuperable difficulties with women in these matters�察�and
the effect on the supposed dead body may be startling。 You and I will sit
up together�察 �and be in readiness。 When certain symptoms appear I shall
take you in�察�and at the right moment we must manage to get every one else
out of the room。;
I need not give our farther conversation on the subject。 He entered
very fully into the details�察 �and overcame my repulsion from them�察 �by
exciting in me a mingled awe and curiosity concerning the possible results
of his experiment。
We prepared everything�察�and he instructed me in my part as assistant。
He had not told Bertha of his absolute conviction that Archer would not
survive through the night�察�and endeavoured to persuade her to leave the
patient and take a night's rest。 But she was obstinate�察�suspecting the fact
that death was at hand�察�and supposing that he wished merely to save her
nerves。 She refused to leave the sick´room。 Meunier and I sat up
together in the libr